New Life

New Life

Released
Type
EP
  • Meeting Myself (2:09)
  • New Life (4:57)
  • Walk With The Star (4:14)
  • Pneuma (4:38)
  • Emotion (6:37)

Extra

Pneuma - Visual

Pneuma (Loop)

This ambient track uses a phrase that originally repeats in the main song. The loops are irregular and of random length. It has been available exclusively on Bandcamp and SoundCloud since its single release.

Emotion (Short)

This track is an excerpt of the final vocal sequence from “Emotion”, the closing piece of the EP, which has a three-part structure. It has been available exclusively on Bandcamp and SoundCloud since its single release.

Lyrics

Meeting Myself

Instrumental

New Life

青に沈んだ街の真ん中で
新しい影が足下から生えた
いつかと同じような
未来と過去を巡る

きっと曖昧が丁度良かった
正しさは特に望んだものじゃない
ひょっとしたら届きそうな
未来と過去を巡る

やがて動き出す列車のリズム
朝焼けを受けて浮び出す君の顔
割と近くのような
未来と過去を巡る

醒める..

Walk With The Star

掴み損ねた星と
同じ早さで進む
ちぎれた雲の隙間からまた
いつかと同じ明るさが痛い

赤く瞬く星を
答えが変わる時を
指さす方へ向かう途中
刻む鼓動の儚さを知り過ぎたから

掴めそうな 掴めそうな 掴めそうな 星を

Pneuma

一つの道を探る
一つの意図を拾う
夢の渦は
胸の静寂焦がし続ける

一つの意思を巡る 一つをためらう
一つは君にあげる

夢の渦は (触れる気配)
胸の静寂焦がし続ける (打ち寄せ続ける)

僕らにも 手が届くみたい
僕らにも 手が届くみたいで

Emotion

まだ終わり切れない
未だ確かに焦がれてる
流れるような言葉をくれよ
とうに醒めているならば

ただくすぶるだけの灯りに
感じてしまうんだろ
そこに戻れ 周りをみなよ
とうに醒めているならば

Intro

“New Life EP”, released on January 15, 2020, is a five-track EP by otom that includes strong elements of post-rock, dream pop, experimental pop, and shoegaze. The melodies also show the influence of many film soundtracks known from childhood. The five songs were arranged with careful balance, using music written from the late ’90s to more recent years. The original vocal character and guitar tones stay the same, while special focus was placed on the soft sound of the flute and the lively drums. Detailed attention was given to the position of each instrument in the mix. Each track connects subtly to the next, and the overall flow is kept simple and natural. The EP brings together old and new pieces written between 2000 and 2019, and all tracks were newly arranged in 2019. Most of the production time was then spent on mixing and mastering to find a comfortable tonal balance, and the project was finished toward the end of that year. New Life EP stands as one of otom’s most personal and meaningful works.

Note

I originally planned to take it easy in my later years, releasing singles here and there at my own pace. But before I knew it, an idea for an EP came to mind, and that has brought me to this point. I started working on it around the end of last year, thinking I would release it quickly before summer, but it ended up taking much longer. This EP is the result of long days of mixing and mastering while fighting with the swollen battery pack under the trackpad of my mid-2009 MacBook Pro, which kept expanding in the summer heat, and with an external hard drive that was always short on space for version control. I want to say something cool like, “It’s not about the tools; it’s about using your mind within the limits,” but honestly, I really hope to finally replace my gear next year.

1. Meeting Myself

An instrumental piece opening the EP, marked by a curious tone that sounds like an organ but not quite, like a guitar but not exactly. The sound was shaped using a custom Max patch. The original version was written in 2006 with strings, bass, and vocals, and its structure remains almost the same. In the early 2010s, it was planned as the first track for an electronica/folktronica album, but the project stalled and the piece remained unreleased for many years.

2. New Life

Made as an homage to the Velvet Underground’s classic “All Tomorrow’s Parties”, fully aware that many people around the world might say, “Wait, how?” The first version was written around 2007 and was first released on major streaming services in 2015.For this EP, the arrangement stays almost the same except for the drums, but the mix and mastering were greatly updated to improve the overall sound.

3. Walk With The Star

Flowing naturally from the previous track, this piece fills the space with a repeating pattern built on simple chords and habitual guitar strokes. From the middle section, Mellotron tones, guitar phrases, and layered sampled voices come in. They may sound like simple delay effects, but there is a small twist behind them. This version was completed around 2009, but long held back since it didn’t feel like a single. Finally placing it on the EP brings a quiet satisfaction.

4. Pneuma

Positioned as a highlight of this EP, this track is almost a recent work. The title comes from the word “pneumatic” in Aldous Huxley’s “Brave New World”, and also inspired the name “pneumatics” used by otom for another project. The piece started around 2015 with an intro guitar phrase, and went through many versions with loops, bass lines, drum patterns, and vocal melodies. The version included on the EP was completed in about 10 minutes, with the melody and structure decided in that short time. It felt like it “came down” in a sudden moment of inspiration, a feeling that remains important. This track was chosen for a promotional video and is available on YouTube and Vimeo.

5. Emotion

Closing the EP, this track has a large three-part structure. It was the first piece created after switching from a desktop Mac to a laptop at the end of the 1990s, when the production setup moved from MIDI-only to full audio recording on Mac. At the time, the goal was to make a song in the style of My Bloody Valentine or Kevin’s Pastels remix, and the structure remains almost the same. The piece combines glitch-like noise, wall-of-sound style drones, and vocal sections into a single track. Looking back, the approach hasn’t changed much since then. The ending vocal section also appears in “Somewhere” from the first album “November Morning” (2004). TThe final part of the track brings the piece a little closer to the famous duo Hachi-Roku (Hachidai Nakamura and Rokusuke Ei). Though this track had no release place for a long time, including it on the EP brings a sense of completion.

Outro

“New Life EP” is one of the most favorite works, with otom’s style scattered throughout the tracks. Anyway, it would be great if you could “see you in a dream (too)”. Enjoy!

“New Life EP” is available on major streaming platforms such as Spotify and Apple Music, and high-quality versions can be purchased on Bandcamp.